Today's skies!

Wednesday 6.08 p.m.
                                  Whilst waiting for the bread to come out of the oven.
                                   What a lovely afternoon it was!! The sun shone for quite a bit of it and when it was obscured by clouds ... what fabulous clouds they were!! Right now it is now just grey and pissing down, which is a pity since I was going to go up to the allotment for a second time.
                                    It did a big of digging this afternoon and transplanted some strawberries.
                                    I can describe how great the bliss has been over the last few days. This makes me realise why the lama quite often seemed to be really a wee bit hacked off when he saw me over the past few years. I used to think it was because I was going down a unguided road, but now I wonder if it was not because he knew I could be experiencing this if I just stopped doing stupid stuff like drinking and smoking and eating cannybliss yogurts.
                                    But after doing nothing bad to myself since Saturday, I feel completely exhausted. Maybe I'm not sleeping as well as I should be, and it certainly is taking me an hour or so to get to sleep. Today when I wasn't meditating horrible crabbit thoughts kept arising and abiding and declining as they do when you are feeling tired. What to do? I shouldn't go out for a bottle of collapso this evening, but march on, but I don't know.
                                     Tomorrow and Friday I have to give away the time, and on Friday night I have to go to a party. Hmmm? After the last few days, I'd really like to be a hermit for a couple of years. I know that might be hard to understand for flatheids, but flatheids just don't get the bliss!